My mother finally went to see Ms.Toh todae. She came in the morning when I was having my PC. So since I could sneak away from PC undetected, I had no choice but to see my civics tutor together with my mother =( But when I reach the staffroom, not only Ms.Toh but Ms.Yew was waiting for us. Then as luck would have it, another tutor walk past us and decided to join in !!! OMG. Having a meeting with one of your tutor is already bad enough but three? Might as well ask the whole staffroom to join in as well o_O As a result, this meeting last for an hour. There goes my plan to have fun during PC =s
We sat and we talk. For minutes, each of us would take turn to talk. They wanted to know what I intend to do abt my results. The part where I hate most. No matter what I said, it will never be heard. Everyone wants me to cut down on the hours spent on computer. Ms Yew even remarked that it may have hurt my E.Q. Anyway, though I've promised to stop playing by June, it will never be gd enough for them. They want me to stop earlier. Negotiations is never easy. After several rounds of discussion, we finally came to a compromise. I'm to gradually stop playing in 4 weeks time. So for this week, I've 30hrs of playtime, next week 20hrs of comtime and so on. And though I've agree to do as I'm told, it's kinda impossible for me to do that. It's either a total cut off for me or total playing time. So for 1 hr, the main discussion topic of ours was my cutting downtime of computer games =s
But what factors has contribute to my current plight? Sure. The com is one thing. Deprive of the internet from young, I've spent almost half of my waking hours infront of the com ever since I get the broadband. But then, I'm sure other factors contributed in as well. For one, I think I'm having too little workload, especially for maths. How I miss my secondary schooldays. The work load is so much that even copying will force you to learn sth! As compared to then, now I've so much free time even though 'A' lvl is supposedly more important than 'O' lvl. Second, I've grown to adopt my status as a miracle worker. I've always been the type to study at only the last possible moment. And though results is mediocre, it has always been enough for me to get me where I want to go. For example, it only took me one week to secure a passage into JJ. And the fact that I'm giving 'A'lvl 4 whole mth to prepare shld say just how serious I am about it. To be honest, I dont even think I'll need all 4 mths to catch up.
For my common test, I aim to get C,E,C...a huge jump from my term 1 results; F,O,F. My Ct doesnt believe that I can do it. I can see it in her eyes. She thinks my aiming is too unrealistic. Perhaps she's right abt Physics. I might not be able to pass it but for the other subjects...ciao
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